Hebrews 11:6
It's interesting to read in Hebrews 11:6 that believing He is a rewarder of those who seek Him is actually a vital part of what demonstrates faith to Him. I had never noticed this before.
I have no trouble anymore believing that He is. I did for a while, but He met me there; I have a great "Thomas" story.
Now He's meeting me in part two -- believing that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him. For some reason, it's been at least as hard as part one. Maybe it's because of low self-esteem? If so, it may mean I subconsciously equate reward with performance, even in spiritual things.
Why does He care so much that I know He is my rewarder that He counts it as a key component of what faith looks like?
Wow, the answer to that question will reveal a lot.
It's NOT that He is a rewarder of my performance. He is a rewarder of my seeking Him. He is the Lover watching intently for the footsteps of His beloved; when He catches a glimpse of her rushing towards Him, He is overcome with joy.
"Part one" of faith as described in Hebrews 11:6 is the introduction part, where we say "yes" and begin to find out more about this wonderful Person who has called us.
"Part two" is the binding together part, where we get to know the heart of the wonderful Person Himself, letting Him gradually unveil to us how very deeply He loves us. This is the reward! He is the Reward, and the Rewarder.
Hooray! Part two will take all of eternity.
Today is a very, very good day to start.