Suddenly I couldn't get enough of God's word. God had invited me on a new journey, but He knew I would stumble on my own, so He'd sent a teacher to guide me. I met that teacher recently. I think most of what I tried to express about the way God had used him in my life came out in a jumble, but that's OK. It's not about a person, or the way words come out. It's part of a huge eternal story; to be continued.
The quality of this now fairly old YouTube video is far from perfect. I thought I had lost the link to it, but to my delight I found it last weekend, hiding in plain sight.